My friend wrote this about Jacking Off

The problem with getting that mood out, as you say, is that mood is with me most of the time! There’s a void that needs to be filled. We are both experiencing a loss… something that’s missing in our lives. It’s not just sex, because we’re getting that. But we’re missing the genuine love from another person. I imagine when you are with someone (and you’ve said that people only want to be with you for sex), they are really there for themselves and not for you. You may get off with them, but do they really see to your needs as a human? Are they in a hurry to get naked and down to business, or do they gaze into your eyes? Do they spoon from behind and slowly kiss the back of your neck? Do they listen for the approval in your breathing? When you’re finally naked, do they reach for you, wrapping their hand around it and giving it a few strong tugs while they kiss your mouth, gently sucking on your tongue as if to say, I can’t wait to put the rest of you in my mouth…? When they do suck your dick, are they fast, or are they slow as they take all of it, and then hold it in their mouth as if waiting for it to melt? Do they run their tongue around the head, teasing you before it disappears back into their lips? Do they kiss you hard, holding your head with both hands while they thrust in and out, not letting you breathe unless you take their breath from them? Do you scream your orgasm into their mouth but it’s muffled because their lips are so tightly pressed to yours? Do they hold you afterwards as you bask in the glow of feeling you are truly loved? Do you know what it’s like to be truly loved? Unconditionally? I don’t think many people know or even understand that concept. I wish we could all experience true love. Of course, love is so much more than sex, but to feel that intimate connection with someone you love must be amazing. Maybe it’s just a fantasy. But when I think of romantic intimacy, this is what I think of. Two people who can’t get enough of each other. I hope someday we both can fill the void in our lives with a meaningful relationship.

About vicki

I live 1 hour north of Pittsburgh, and looking for a new place to relocate. I am South of Erie northeast of Pittsburgh by 1 hour. If you are ever in the area shoot me an email or text. Love meeting people who are not ashamed of tgirls, shemales and transsexuals I am on all messengers as sstvickisecret
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