I have made many mistakes in my past. I truly hate it. O well I have to deal with it. I remember working regular jobs and people eventually always finding out about me. I guess its something I have to deal with.
There was this one thing I did. I had these girls offer me somewhere to stay. I even gave them the deposit. Then I asked for my deposit back. I suck as a friend. I did not move in with them. I should have told them before I was not interested in the place. I wasted their time. I am such a kind of bad person.
I used to run this program and I totally embarrassed myself at it. I am so messed up. I think I was always meant for the adult industry. Other jobs did not work out. I did have one job in the adult industry. He did not like me much but because I came all the way up there he took my pictures anyway.
one guy told me I am famous. I am not though. Very few people contact me. I should have allot of emails but I don’t.