Category Archives: Changes

This is the group of my changes. I change from controlling to submissive, and this will break down the two.

My friend wrote this about Jacking Off

The problem with getting that mood out, as you say, is that mood is with me most of the time! There’s a void that needs to be filled. We are both experiencing a loss… something that’s missing in our lives. … Continue reading

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I hate some of my past

I have made many mistakes in my past. I truly hate it. O well I have to deal with it. I remember working regular jobs and people eventually always finding out about me. I guess its something I have to … Continue reading

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Don’t know who I can trust

I have made some friends and acquaintances but who can you really trust. He will be honest with me. I have this one guy that is my pet and he stopped paying tribute to me. I am not doing bad … Continue reading

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Talking to a guy in Germany

Well yes. This nice guy is calling me from Germany. He is very sweet. I like talking to him. We can’t understand each other that much though. His phone is also kind of low. He wants me to move out … Continue reading

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Everyone wants to date right now but they want to have sex right after the date. O my gosh I am so not ready for sex right now. Yes I do jack off sometimes but still I don’t want sex … Continue reading

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Going to a support group

I am going to a support group for people that over eat. I been sick again. I actually through up on my therapist after eating fried fish. I don’t understand why I keep getting sick. O well it happens. I … Continue reading

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Hope you all had a happy Memorial Day

Hey, I stayed home and worked but I hope all of you had fun. Money is tight but I am doing better on the phonesex line. Wish me luck at the phonesex line. I wish you all success at what … Continue reading

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Talking on the Phone Sex line vs talking on the phone

Allot of guys say they want to hear my voice. I make youtube videos and do phonesex. It is hard to give every admirer the attention they ask for . Maybe in the future I can.

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Romance is not there in my life

I wish I had some romance in my life. Would love a guy to take me out to dinner and spend quality time with me. It seems that guys will as long as I give them sex in return. It … Continue reading

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Thank you all for emails, text and responses

I want to thank all of you for writing me back. I love getting advice from others. It seems that all of you want me to be happy. There is an over eaters meeting not far from me. I think … Continue reading

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